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i just need you :'( think about us.

this is my life now, sometimes up and sometimes down. I don't understand my own feelings. sometimes I feel no one even care about me anymore. *sigh.. ;'(

he was busy with new work, friends and family. but before that, congratulations to you cayang. so proud of you. I think I've got my own busy schedule as well. I didn't ask for attention but this is reality.

although I'm busy but I will find time to think about you, what you're doing right now? I sometimes want to send a message to you but I'm afraid i'll annoy you. i miss you everytime. feeling really akward didn't talk as always when we're together. i'm sorry but can't help it, everytime I want to talk my tears just will fall. just wanna spend time with you, talking bout us, sharing problems everything. is it hard? i miss you, i miss us. :'(

Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan ♥♥♥

well, its time to update mu blog. its been awhile, like zillion years..

err so here i am, typing.. typing.. heheheh

but before that i would like to say Happy Advance Fasting month to all of you, i mean to all muslims out there.

don't you ever realized about it? my Fake smile, my Fake laugh.. :')

one thing about you is YOU'VE CHANGED alot more than i can remember! :(:(:( it's not that i'm over you, its just i feel a lit bit lonely sometimes though you we're beside. know why, because most of the talk things its not about us. truth is i cry since the day, cos i knew you'll change :'(:'(:'(

i'm sorry because i'm not as perfect as alot girls out there but there are things you should really know about. i love you alot more than you can imagine, no matter what happen. it'll never fade, i swear. i care about you everytime whether you near or far away from me, you never think about it. do you? have you ever noticed at every words you said sometimes tearin' me up, but i refuse to laugh though it really hurt inside. you don't really care about my feeling, don't you? :(

less talk, less call, less text. i feel every changes. yea we've always met, you and i know it. but it not ENOUGH, you get it?

just want to let it out here :'(

k i'm being such a crybaby this lately.. so sensitive :((

feels kinda diff here, y'know season change so is people. since then, everything abit changed. yea, busy with eachother ownself. work, friends, familys, anything and 'WE' just got a lil bit time to spend time together, not like before. no, its not what you'll think. its not like that. why don't we go grab that free time for spending together. i just US.

sometimes i feel you didn't even care about that. sorry, but that's the truth. this fake smiles&laugh is killin' me.. :'( so i let it all out here..

iloveyou :)

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Happy 47th monthsary my Dioresttt Lovey Doveyyy Mohd Zahiruddin Haji Zakeria~

he's just an ordinary boy who nobody notices but Me. people ask why i like him, i smiled and said "you'll never see him the way i do :)" ♥♥♥ZAHIR

Happy Monthsary Cayang~ i love you very stronger. its a month left for our 4th years anniversary :') i love you awesome!

i'm so that deeply loving you even a second i couldn't see you its like i'm missing a part of me, i just wanna be with you all the time.

well actually, i was planned to buy the mobbies a.k.a mobiles on our monthsary which is today, but kes nda penyabar awal pulang ku membali nah nda surprise huhu esh kacaw eh. hahaha somehow, i hope he likes it walaupun nda seberapa HEE mm nanti lage bali apa baik ahh but i want it exactly on our date.

happy 46th monthsary :')

today, the 14th of January 2011 is our 46th monthsary. so "Happy Monthsary to Us ♥". though nothing special happen on our Monthsary but there are words i would like to say...

i love you for who you are, i love you for the things you do, i love you for the things you say. but most of all i love you because you love me for who i am for the things i do and for the things i say. i love you endlessly Mohd Zahiruddin Haji Zakeria ♥

hmm.. i'm looking forward for our next next next monthsary; either surprises or dinner or lunch or anything. will do it one day, i mean our next next next monthsary. look and see!^^ ♥