i just need you :'( think about us.

this is my life now, sometimes up and sometimes down. I don't understand my own feelings. sometimes I feel no one even care about me anymore. *sigh.. ;'(

he was busy with new work, friends and family. but before that, congratulations to you cayang. so proud of you. I think I've got my own busy schedule as well. I didn't ask for attention but this is reality.

although I'm busy but I will find time to think about you, what you're doing right now? I sometimes want to send a message to you but I'm afraid i'll annoy you. i miss you everytime. feeling really akward didn't talk as always when we're together. i'm sorry but can't help it, everytime I want to talk my tears just will fall. just wanna spend time with you, talking bout us, sharing problems everything. is it hard? i miss you, i miss us. :'(