Saturday, February 25, 2012

does heaven have a phone number...

Does Heaven have a phone number?
Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today,
My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away,
Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book?
Is heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look.
I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry.
I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why.
Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me.
Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea?
She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now!
I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how.
Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"?
I can't read these big words, I am only seven.
I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry,
Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye?
If I call my church maybe they will know.
Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go.
I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall.
Thank you operator, I'll give them a call

Friends, thanks for everything :') i miss all of you

Somewhere between the procrastination and the homework, the incessant forwards, the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about crushes.
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends, the "I miss yours", the "I love yours" and the "What are we doing tonight?"
And somewhere between all of the changing and growing.
Somewhere between the classes, the skipping classes, the studying for tests, the pretending to study for tests and the downright NOT studying for tests.
I forgot.. I forgot what high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy and that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling in love and that you can't make yourself fall in love.
I learned that I can love. I learned that it's okay to mess up, it's okay to ask for help and it's okay to feel like crap. I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the drinking or the hook-ups.
It's the friendships, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about. I learned that letters from friends are the most important things and that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.
But, basically, I just learned that my friends both old and new are the most important people to me in the world. AND... without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. So this is a thank you to all of my friends for always being there and even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch. I still care for you always and forever love all you guys.

She said He said

She said that she wanted to get high.
He took her to the tallest hill in town.

She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink.
He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated pepsi and said "drink up."

She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face.
He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger.

She said that she wanted to cut herself.
He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to Her along with scissors, and had her cut it up.

She said that she wanted to see her blood.
He took her to get her ears pierced.

She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep.
He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed.

She said that she wanted to be alone.
He gave her a name tag that said "my Name is: alone."

She said that she wanted to have someone there To take care of her, always.
He asked when he wasn't…

Friday, February 24, 2012

a Girl and a Guy saying..

Girl says;
I can't promise you perfection, Cause that is not who I am. I can't promise you forever, Cause I don't hold fate within my hands. I can't promise you the sunshine, Because I know there will be rain. I can't promise you complete happiness, Cause with true love, there comes pain. I can't promise to always smile, Cause life always has a way to make me cry. I can't promise to always stand strong, Cause it's never easy to want to give life another try.

Guy says;
I know you're not perfection. To me, you're so much more. I know we may not have forever, So I treasure every moment with you, In case another one isn't in store. Yes, I’d like the sunshine. But I’ll stand with you through the rain. Your happiness is my happiness. So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain. When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once. And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry. It was at that moment I realized, I wanted to protect you. And always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes. I know that life is difficult, And has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies, But that's why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken... And give you my wings to fly.

Someone will read this :)

right now at this very minutes, someone is very PROUD of you. someone is THINKING of you. someone CARES about you. someone misses you. someone wants to talk to you. someone wants to be with you. someone hopes you aren't in trouble. someone wants to hold your HAND. someone just wants you to be HAPPY just for you. someone thinks you are a GIFT. someone wants to HUG you. someone loves you. someone admires your strength. someone is thinking of you and SMILING. someone wants to be on your shoulder to cry on. someone thinks the WORLD for you. someone wants to protect you. someone would do anything for you. someone wants to be FORGIVEN. someone is grateful for your forgiveness. someone wants to laugh with you about the old times. someone REMEMBERS you and wishes you was there. someone needs to know that your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they cares. someone wants to share their DREAMS with you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants you to hold them in your ARMS. someone treasures your spirits. someone wishes she/he could STOP time because of you. someone loves you for who you are. someone wants to be with you. someone hears a SONG that reminds him/her of you. someone is glad that that you're her/his only TRUE LOVE. someone wants to be your friend. someone stayed up all night thinking about you. someone is alive because of you. someone believes that you are their soul mate. someone wants to be near you. someone misses your guidance and advice. someone values your guidance and advice. someone has FAITH in you. someone trusts you. someone needs you to send them this letter. someone needs your support. someone needs you to have faith in them. someone needs you to let them be your friend. someone will CRY when they read this.